last christmas!

Last christmas

i gave you my heart

but the very next day, you gave it away

this year

to save me from tears

I’ll give it to someone special

nampotchi naman! while i was singing that song, tinanong ako ng ate ko about my ex-bf..

ate: di ba last christmas, kayo pa ni honey?

ako: huh? ahh.. (biglang naalala ang lahat, tsk!) kame b? (deny pa!) ahhh.. 00 tama.. kame p nga! hahhaha! (sabay tawa ng malakas!)

ate: di ba bumili ka pa ng gift para sa knya?

ako: bwishit ka ate!  hahhah!

i hate my ate for that.. kasi naman, nananahimik na ako eh.. tapoz bigla na lang magtatanong ng mga ganung bagay. duh! im not affected, kaya lang as much as posible ayoko na siyang pag-usapan pa.. i mean, ayoko na siyang pinag-uusapan pa.! hahha! hello! hindi ako bitter uh.. basta ayoko lang talaga. knowing my ate at iba pang mga pinsan ku, super anlakas mang-asar ng mga un. ayan! lagi tuloy namin kinakanta ung chorus na un.. hahha!

anyway, badtrip talaga! hindi kami nagising ng madaling-araw para magsimbang-gabi.. HUHUHU! sayang! hindi na namin nabuo.. sobrang fagud ata kaya hindi rin ako ng nagising ng maaga. ayun, paano na ang wish ku? hahha…ilang araw na lang, matatapos na eh.. tapos bigla na lang ganun. Gusto ko lang sana maramdaman kung anu feeling ng nakakabuo ng simbang-gabi.. hahha! hindi pa kasi ako nakakabuo in my entire life ng simbang- gabi. i wonder how it feels plus the fact na pwede ka pa mag-wish di ba.. sayang naman ang panahon! mag-aantay na naman ako next christmas? haiz! lessons learned? every minute counts! do what you want! hindi titigil ang mundo para lang sumabay sayo, bagkus ikaw ang makikisabay sa ikot ng mundo.. sayang ang panahon, we can never tell kung kelan tayo mawawala sa mundong ibabaw. Kaya hangga’t may oras at panahon ka pa, gawin na ang mga bagay na gustong gawin.. or at least subukan ang mga bagay na matagal ng gustong gawin..

ilang araw na lang at pasko na, ako? hindi ku nakakalimutan kung bakit gusto ku talaga magsimbang gabi. bukod sa mga wish ku, syempre! (mga wish? madami pala?! hahha) syempre betday rin ni Jesus Christ.. Siya ang dahilan kung bakit buhay p ako ngeun, tayo! hehe.. Ang pasko ay para sa laht ng tao. Hindi lang to para sa mga bata, haiz! wish ku lang bata p ako.. hahha.. bata, matanda, may ngipin o wala.. basta kung sino ka man, maging masaya tayong lahat, iSantabi muna natin ang mala-dinosaurs na problema natin. what is the real essence of Christmas? let us spend time with our family. who knows, sobrang miss niyo na nag isa’t-isa, ayaw niyo lang sabihin.. its time to give thanks to our family, na kahit anong nangyari sa atin, whether its good or bad, anjan pa rin sila para sa atin dba! happy^^

Merry Christmas.. happy birthday Jesus Christ!

tag galore!^^

ay sus! eto na.. gagawin ku na nga tong tag na toh.. hehehe.. salamat sayo joycee.. hahhah! parang friendster lang nuh… Cnxa hindi ku nagawa ung 1st tag mu, kasi hindi pa naiinstall ung cam namen.. watever! hehe..^^

1. Will you be looking for a new job?

x uo naman! for god’s sake! bagong taon na oh!! magbago na rin dapt aq! nykhahha

2. Will you be looking for a new relationship?

x what kind of relationship? kung bf/gf relationship, ay say NO talaga! Happy single! hahha

3. New house?

x sana.. still praying for that.. heheh

4. What will you do differently in 09?

x work harder and try not to be choosy in terms of job.. hehee

5. New Years resolution?

x better me! ayun nah! i hate negative thoughts!

6. What will you not be doing in 08?

x sana hindi aq naging impulsive! duh!

7. Any trips planned?

x ay marami! sana nga may matupad eh… i love to travel. it gives me positive mindset!

8. Wedding plans?

x in my dreams!~ wakoko!

9. Major thing on your calendar?

x la aq maisip eh.. whew!

10. What can’t you wait for?

x my medical results if ever..

11. What would you like to see happen differently?

x flying crocodiles? hahah! pede b un?

12. What about yourself will you be changing?

x ofcors!

13. What happened in 08 that you didn’t think would ever happen?

x I never expected na magkakaron ako ng bf.. ohh i mean my ex-bf now! tsk!

14. Will you be nicer to the people you care about?

x not only to the people i care, but also to the people who deserve to be treated nicely…

15. Will you dress differently this year than you did in 08?

x hahha! i love to be simple.

16. Will you start or quit drinking?

x quit everything! hahah

17. Will you better your relationship with your family?

x so far so good..

18. Will you do charity work?

x why not..

19. Will you go to bars?

x with my cousin, usually may okasyon un..

20. Will you be nice to people you don’t know?

x uo naman.. basta nice din sila..

21. Do you expect 09 to be a good year for you?

x hope for the best..

22. How much did you change from this time last year till now?

x actually, uhm..i did not change.. hahha

23. Do you plan on having a child?

x oh c’mon! i’ve no time for that! hahha!

24. Will you still be friends with the same people you are friends with now?

x naman! true friends should be kept forever!

25. Major lifestyle changes?

x uhm…

26. Will you be moving?

x moving on.. hehhe

27. What are your New Years Eve plans?

x spend the night with my family! simple but the most enjoyable night!

28. Will you have someone to kiss at midnight?

x why not.

30. One wish for 09?

x change for the better..

merry christmas and happy new year to everyone..

tol joycee, w0w! ang lalim ng sagot mu uh.. hindi ko maarok! hahhah!  imishu.. ung gift ku uh, pakitabi nalang muna.. hehhe

pasko na at iba pa!

ayun..

namiz ku talaga ang blog ku. parang my kulang kapag hindi ku nabibisita ‘toh.. bahay ku toh.. at syempre feel at home ako dito..

dami ku sna gusto i-kwento kaya lang, hindi ko alam kung pano.. bwishit nmn kasi tong pC namen eh.. lagi nagloloko! pentium 4 naman.. pero parang pentium 1.. san ka nman hindi pwede mag-install ng mga online games lalu na ng cabal! nakakaasar dba! pC lang namen un! san ka pa?! nykhahha! Sobrang namiz ko tuloy ‘tong blog ku.. halos one week aq hinde nakapag-online dito.

anyway, napakabilis ng panahon! i swear, halos hinde na talaga aq makasabay.. hindi ku nga namalayan na simula na pala ng simbang gabi! nabigla na lang ako nung tumawag sa akin pinsan ku at nagyayayang magsimbang gabi daw kami. Bilang mabait na kaibigan, pinsan, tagapakinig at kakampi.. hindi ku nagawang tumanggi! hahakha! napa-00 na lang ako agad. at ang ending? muntik na aq hindi makasama. bakit kamo? tulog na tulog ako! hahha! Salamat sa nanay ku at napilitang gisingin ako, dahil nandyan na ung pinsan ko at sinusundo ako.. In fairness, ambilis ku kumilos kanina, parang isang estudyante na takot mapagalitan ng kanyang guro. hahha! ayun lang, nasimulan ko na ‘to.. sana naman matapos ku ang 9 consecutive days na wulang late! nagbago na ata ako! waaahh.. gudluck sa akin!

napakaraming nangyari sa akin these past few days, haiz! ( isang malaking buntong-hininga!) Sana naman, huwag na akong paasahin.. hindi naman aq aasa kung hindi ako pinapaasa di ba? oh c’mon! its not about my luvlyf, duh! bwuhakha!.. kasi naman eh, medyo naguluhan talaga ako sa sinabi “niya”. ahhh! whatever! pasko naman dba? so i need a christmas break, too! sna wula akong maramdamang pressure! i’m doing my best! kung ayaw nila ako suportahan, eh di huwag! di naman ako namimilit eh! sana if ever, makapasa na ako sa medical exam! ampfffff naman kasi.. nykhahha! EWAN! Pero seryoso, ngayon lang talaga ang magwiwish about my health! haha!

siguro nga, since hindi naman ako sakitin nung bata ako, i never value my health until dumating yung time na super stuck-up and stagnant ako because i got sick! hahha! sympre hinde naman un simpleng sakit para magpahinga ako for almost 5 months na siguro! nykhaha! good thing, curable naman! “health is wealth”.. now i know! kaya ngayon i learned to take care of myself! i even love myself more! hahha!

’til there! stay positive!=)